I personally don’t understand how people live by the saying “Why would I want to change the past it’s made me the person I am today” I find that sad.
All I want to do is change my past so I’m not the person I am today. I’m negative, self loathing and sad. I know the way I act is directly due to the people who have let me down and hurt me. I wish I could change and be a nicer person but I really can’t.
I’d rather blame other people for the way I act then myself, I have to live with myself.